That Self
It is a massive Self that is responsible for these myriad injustices, tyrannies, exploitations which plague us all, which prevent us from pursuing a life of intellectual, moral, or spiritual purity without implicit and inescapable hypocracy–we are (I am) ultimately responsible, we are (I am) ultimately powerless. I speak of an inclusive Self comprised of all of us who live silently or loudly within an organization of bodies complicit in its own oppressions. This is the ego of all our egos. It is very different from the ultimate Oversoul/Brahmin which binds us to All and then to One through our divine spirits: that Thing which is free from karma. No, this Self is the amalgamation of all our karmas, and thereby binds itself to that Brahmin by binding all of us to materiality via injustice and despair, preventing us from even imagining a collective enlightenment. This is the shared Self of the Polity, the self-loathing ego of humanity, at once a national, corporate, and global being comprised of all us Masters and all us Slaves. The cruelty is that we are ultimately powerless over this Self (what can I do against all this ocean of injustice and dispair) and yet ultimately and inescapably responsible for it, for it is ourselves, not Other; its crimes are our crimes.
To be able to speak concretely, let me reference one pathology of this Self among many many that I could choose, brought to mind by this article on Rampant Racism in the Criminal Justice System on Counterpunch today. This is nothing new, but must be constantly revisited and reminded, because this is a massive and brutal injustice being perpetrated IN OUR NAME, as citizens, whether law abiding or not. And yet, I can do almost nothing except point to it. Understand it. It is our history and our legacy:
Professor Michelle Alexander concludes that it is no coincidence that the criminal justice system ramped up its processing of African Americans just as the Jim Crow laws enforced since the age of slavery ended. Her book, The New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness sees these facts as evidence of the new way the US has decided to control African Americans – a racialized system of social control. The stigma of criminality functions in much the same way as Jim Crow – creating legal boundaries between them and us, allowing legal discrimination against them, removing the right to vote from millions, and essentially warehousing a disposable population of unwanted people. She calls it a new caste system.
Or, say this issue doesn’t bother you like it does me: choose another: coorporate control of our environment, human trafficking, war war war, poverty and inequity, and so on and on. What of Afghanistan? How can we ignore the documents leaked today of misery, coversion, incompetence, and collusion? And yet, how can we act on them? we cannot.
How is a civilized individual supposed to pursue self betterment, artistic creation, spirituality and purity, when s/he recognizes his/her attachment to this political Self? Must we intentionally and powerfully continue to cleave ourselves into Individuals and simply ignore the incredibly strong ties that bind us together–the bindings of economy, culture, government, labor? Oh, Guruji, please explain and enlighten: my mind is clouded by confusions!